As new bones are found near WTC site, many families have no remains

NEW YORK - Ralph Geidel cannot remember a time when he wasn't obsessed with finding things that had been lost or discarded - forgotten marbles on the playground, old coins, false teeth and silver jewelry at the beach. And he was good at it. This is why, on a warm, spring day, Geidel crouched on his knees on the roof of a lower Manhattan skyscraper, his face inches from a pile of gravel, looking for something precious. Looking for traces of his brother, and others killed at the World Trade Center. Gary Geidel was one of 11 members of an elite fire squad who died on Sept. 11, 2001. Not a granule of his remains has been identified, and nearly five years later, Ralph Geidel found himself on this roof, still searching. He stopped suddenly, plucked a small, eggshell-colored object between his fingers and slipped his reading glasses onto his nose for a better look. &#8220Could be part of a vertebrae,” he thought. The piece would join a growing collection. Some 760 specks and slivers of human bones have been discovered in recent months, after demolition began on this 41-story former bank tower known as the Deutsche Bank building, just south of where the World Trade Center once stood. Gary Geidel is not the only one who is still missing. Of the 2,749 people who were killed that day, the remains of some 1,150 have not been found. Their families have nothing left of their loved ones. And they have long since given up any hope of finding recognizable human parts. Searchers recovered whole bodies at first - 291 victims were found intact. As they dug into the 10-story mound of debris with rakes and machines, it was mostly just fragments. Ralph Geidel, a retired firefighter, was among the thousands of searchers at ground zero from the start. Wearing his old FDNY coat, a photograph of his brother fastened to his firefighter helmet, Geidel checked for patterns and signals that might offer clues to hidden remains. &#8220You look for something that doesn't belong among that rock, the concrete, the steel, the papers and all the other stuff,” he said. &#8220You just kinda develop an eye for that, something that doesn't quite mix with everything else - certain shapes, like hands. &#8220I found a lot of hands.” Eventually, more than 20,000 parts were collected as the debris was excavated, sifted and carted away. Many were recovered at a second site, the former garbage dump in Staten Island where debris was hauled and combed again. Some families, officials and experts are suing the city in federal court, alleging negligence and violation of their religious rights because the sifted leftovers are still at the landfill. They believe there are human remains entombed next to New York City's trash, and are asking the court to order the removal of the debris. Mayor Michael Bloomberg contends it was adequately examined and would cost too much to relocate. &#8220Sift it again, or if you don't want to take the trouble, just remove and bury it elsewhere,” says Diane Horning, who lost her son Matthew. &#8220We just don't want our loved ones to be among garbage.” The search for remains was concentrated at the 16-acre World Trade Center site. Debris, human remains and jet parts also rained down on the surrounding area, and some bones turned up on nearby buildings; authorities checked nearby rooftops for pieces of humanity, but some structures were damaged and could not be inspected thoroughly. Then, in the last year, workers preparing to tear down the Deutsche Bank building found so many new bone fragments that officials sent a group of experts, including Geidel, to comb the roof, which is covered with a layer of gravel that authorities say camouflaged many of the smaller pieces. &#8220Now there's this faint glimmer that perhaps we might have something,” says Lynn Castrianno, whose brother, Leonard, has not been found. &#8220It's almost as though he existed, and then he didn't - there's no real tangible proof that he was there, and that makes a difference in the grieving process ... it's like that final goodbye has never been said.”